𝚄𝙽 𝚃𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙽𝙶𝚂🥀

Acceptance.

God has equipped me for battle, and is by my side leading me to victory. ✨☀

"Momma, your house is on fire." I tell you, and you tell me you started it. "It's just to keep you kids warm," you say. "It isn't out of control. I know how to manage it." But my skin is turning red I am burning the smoke is tearing my eyes and your skin is already marked with fire burns. Momma, do you not see? You have been in the fire before you have survived it and now your house is on one. If we cannot stop the fire, should we not leave? Momma, did you stay at your fire? Is that why this fire is no longer burning you? Did your fire make you a shell of a woman? Is that why the smoke now isn't suffocating you? Momma, why is it that you speak in a low voice and your brother's voice fills the goddamn room? Didn't the same household raise you? Why does your husband start an argument, and you are the one that's supposed to tame him and they praise you? "ሴት ልጅ ብልሃተኛ ናት" but momma why is it always you? You have to smile before contradicting so you don't become offensive you gently have to get your point across or else they'll misunderstand it and it's always the same goddamned words they use "ሴት ልጅ ብልህ ናት፣ she could have wisely persuaded him into it." Momma, why is it that you and your mother laugh covering your mouths but your husbands laugh ከጣራ በላይ? How is it that you have worn long sleeves all your life but you got bruises in places no one has ever seen? Momma, who hurt you? Who's hurting you? Who taught you not to scream as they pinned you down against your will to break you? Momma, your house is on fire but it's not the house you built on your will anyway. They built it for you. And I'd let it burn if that meant the society that raised you would burn with it. I'd let it burn if I were you. I pity them momma. I pity the mother that trained you to smile and the father that forced you to listen. And I pity the life you lead. Momma, do I follow your footsteps? Do I become like you? Do I smile when your brother forces a kiss? Is it impolite to tell him to remove his hands from my thigh? Do I wisely show his alikes ways on how not to attack me? Momma, do I not go head to head with your husband when he gets too loud? Do I burn? Do I burn like you? Momma, your house is on fire the smoke makes it foggy to clearly see to notice: the start the way out but the whole house is burning and I want to leave them I want to leave you. To hell with the thorn crown they put on me to hell with the praises my quietness gets me I'll scream MOMMA! YOUR HOUSE IS ON FIRE! The scars they mark you with isn't just the testimony of your bravery but also how far they can go in hurting you. It doesn't just happen someone did it to you. ተለከፈች -> ለከፋት ተጠለፈች -> ጠለፋት ያለ እድሜዋ አገባች -> ያለ እድሜዋ አገባት አሲድ ተደፋባት -> አሲድ ደፋባት ተደፈረች -> ደፈራት ተገደለች -> ገደላት To hell with the society that raised them to hell with the society that raised you. Momma, your house is on fire! RUN! And please take me with you. -Justice delayed is justice denied. Change the goddamn law!- #RANDOM_THOUGHTS

I just remember how i used to dm people who left my channel and ask them Why and tell them to join back😭🫣

Lots of thing might made me mad but nothing is compared to reading my old posts😭

I just loathe going to hair salons besmeab

Lately i have been thinking "ሁለት ወዶ አይሆንም" phrase. How i should let go of things or people inorder to grow up. I was fooling my self thinking ሁለቱንም አብሬ ማስኬድ እንደምችል። .የሚነድ ቤት ውስጥ አለመቃጠል እንደማይቻል if you don't want to burn you have to skip aydel?The same goes to healing you can't heal in the same place you bleed. I was in a situation where I got to choose my self over the people I love. And i was feeling guilty እና ምን ተረዳው no matter how much people love you at the end of the day they will still chose themselves እና ምን አገባን ካላቹ ደግሞ i just want to say be brave enough to choose your self eshi? Sometimes መጨከን is necessary. Idk becha😭

ብቻ ፍትህ ከማንም አይደል ከአንድ ከእግዚአብሄር በቀር።

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