أماني / Manz

السلام عليكم بلغو على القناه هذي وانسخو الكلام هذا وانشروه He insults the Islamic religion https://t.me/QuranicSongs مش معقوله هكي انشرو في قنواتكم خلي تتسكر. (( من كان يؤمن بالله واليوم الاخر ويغار على دينه يدير بلاغ وبدون لايفتح الفيدوات ولايدير انظمام )) حت مايسبب في انتشار الباطل اللي تنشره القناة ونكونوا قدرنا نجمعوا عدد من البلاغات اللي تسبب في إغلاقها نهائيا

اللهم كما بشّرت أهل الأرض بنور نبيّك، بشّر أهل غزة بالنصر والفتح المبين.

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اللي مداير اضحكني يحوله😂

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أخافُ من وقتٍ أريدُ فيه ‏أن أرى الأشياءَ بوضوح ‏الأشياء التي حرصتُ دومًا ‏على تركها ‏بعيدةً وضبابية. ‏- أحمد سالم

A story He sighed and said: “before me first attempt, I didn’t even think twice, I did something, and went to sleep, wishing I never wake up again, wishing that nobody could do anything” After more than 25 hours I woke up, with full dizziness, stomachache, I looked at myself still there, it didn’t happen, nothing changed Now I’m a depressed loser…. Days went by, I did it again, changing a little bit in the plan, I know you might be thinking right now why didn’t I just hung myself If i really wanted to un(alive) myself, I was scared, yes, I was. It’s also the trauma I’d be leaving behind me to my family, and loved ones The other plans were me trying to keep it looks as a normal way of death, even if they knew afterwards, but at least I’ll be sleeping, resting in my bed. As it’s obvious, even the second time didn’t work, nor the third It felt embarrassing, to keep trying and failing even in this situation, didn’t I tell you? A depressed, loser.. I was way younger, when I tried Maybe I was stupid, maybe I wasn’t, but its the way I always thought I’ll die that I didn’t actually planned for my future that much, I’m turning 21 this year, still suffering, still struggling, and yes, I know I should see the other people around me, I should look at the people in Gaza too, I should look at the homeless people, etc I’m grateful for everything God gave me, I really am, But I’m fed up unfortunately, I don’t feel like trying for anything in life anymore, I don’t want to escape this place, because I have no energy to still plan for another things I’m not trying to un(alive) myself again, yes I planned for a lot of things but going to hell wasn’t one of ‘em So here am I waiting for my soul to leave my body naturally, who knows when is that gonna happen, till that time, I’ll be here trying to act normal, and trying to live a healthy, happier life, and getting used to the voices inside my head, without letting them win.. -Unedited-

A story He sighed and said: “before me first attempt, I didn’t even think twice, I did something, and went to sleep, wishing I never wake up again, wishing that nobody could do anything” After more than 25 hours I woke up, with full dizziness, stomachache, I looked at myself still there, it didn’t happen, nothing changed Now I’m a depressed loser…. Days went by, I did it again, changing a little bit in the plan, I know you might be thinking right now why didn’t I just hung myself If i really wanted to un(alive) myself, I was scared, yes, I was. It’s also the trauma I’d be leaving behind me to my family, and loved ones The other plans were me trying to keep it looks as a normal way of death, even if they knew afterwards, but at least I’ll be sleeping, resting in my bed. As it’s obvious, even the second time didn’t work, nor the third It felt embarrassing, to keep trying and failing even in this situation, didn’t I tell you? A depressed, loser.. I was way younger, when I tried Maybe I was stupid, maybe I wasn’t, but its the way I always thought I’ll die that I didn’t actually planned for my future that much, I’m turning 21 this year, still suffering, still struggling, and yes, I know I should see the other people around me, I should look at the people in Gaza too, I should look at the homeless people, etc I’m grateful for everything God gave me, I really am, But I’m fed up unfortunately, I don’t feel like trying for anything in life anymore, I don’t want to escape this place, because I have no energy to still plan for another things I’m not trying to un(alive) myself again, yes I planned for a lot of things but going to hell wasn’t one of ‘em So here am I waiting for my soul to leave my body naturally, who knows when is that gonna happen, till that time, I’ll be here trying to act normal, and trying to live a healthy, happier life, and getting used to the voices inside my head, without letting them win..